I am not never,But i am always!

I am not never,But i am always! But I am not I am always outnumbered,but never outmanned I am very disappointing..But never give I am not greed but I envy . I am waniting .but I know I am not i wish i am specail.but i am not special. I am a slow walker ,but I never walk backwards. I am a slow walker,but I never walk backwards. I am a show walker,but I never walk backwards. I am a slow wlker.But I never walk backwards! I am a slow walker,but I never walk backwards. I am alone,but I am not lonely.怎么翻译 I am single but I am not solo I am not there,but I am there! but i am not the only I am single but not available是什么意思? maybe.but I am not sure.